Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a dreary Monday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by quick stabs, like lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned repeatedly that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with severe discomfort behind a single eye that lasts up to three hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with sudden, severe agony around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like several causes, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.
National guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some individuals.
But leading neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are handled with abortive treatment only. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a